Hurt

"You hurt me!"

How do you feel when someone hurt you? Yes hurt.
Whether physically or emotionally, how does it feel?
Will you cry for it? Will you laugh at it? Will you smile for it? Or you just don't feel anything?

Well, the first one, perhaps you would cry for it. Yeah, your first experience and of course it would leave a huge scar on you. So, you would cry, a lot I guess. Even if it already stopped bleeding, the pain seems still to be there. And sometimes, you would feel even worse. But soon, the cut will heal in time, and there you go, a scar on you!

Being the adventurous you of course you would just love to treasure, a lot. You started to questions 'why oh why' and try to overcome the 'so called' reason you got hurt.

But what if it already happened for so many times? Over and over again?

I guess nobody wants or like it to be hurt, but when things just go wrong, you can't help it.

Alone

I remembered my mum told me once,
"When you get older, you'll feel more alone"

Now, being an adult myself, I couldn't agree more with what my mum has said and taught me.

Being an adult, of course you have to be on your own, most of the time I should say. Imagine yourself, been staying far from parents for about 7 years, and when now staying with them, nothing much differ I guess as we struggle to keep up with our very own life, works and needs. I guess it also applies to all, as there are no more hang outs and shopping with the so called BFF so as the loved ones. Thus, leaving yourself alone and everyday ends with a long sigh and ponder.


I guess this is what we call life. No matter who you are, whatever background you come from, plus and minus you have to admit that's just the kind of life you've been living in, i mean struggling to keep living. I still remember the day when I was rushing to my car after work and I saw a Mak Cik. She was sweeping the compound and I just smiled from far. I wondered what kind of life that she's having? Does she has a lot of things in her mind too? But once I got in the car, I just said to myself, "Alhamdulillah, for who I am now, for what I'm doing today, I am still be able to live..."

Sometimes, we are too busy focusing on a better life until we overlook to be grateful ourselves. Life is a test where all of us are struggling to pass. Thus, you can't compare your life to others.

Allah does not burden any person with more than he can bear. [2:286]

.. He who knows best..
Thank You Lord, for the life that You has given me..

I just wanted to be happy

Remember

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me: you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

~Christina Rossetti~

Just call me, will you?!!

Just a word

Yes, no cash required.
Just a word, or maybe two.
It is good enough.

With just a word, or maybe two,
You could make someone to smile.
With just a word, or maybe two,
You could make someone's day seems bright.
With just a word, or maybe two,
You could make someone to be grateful living.
With just a word, or maybe two,
You could make someone to feel appreciated.
With just a word, or maybe two,
You could make someone to fall in love again.

Yes, thanks.
Just a simple thanks.
Thanks, mom.
Thanks, dad.
Thanks, sister.
Thanks, brother.
Thanks, friend.
Thanks, love.
Thank you.

Thank you, Lord.
Thank you Lord, for the life that You have given me.


Just say it..

Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And I looked down as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

~Robert Frost~

Be the water

Yes, water.

Why do we use water to take our bath?
Why do we need to drink a lot of water everyday?
Why do we feel so calm when listening to the sound of water flows?
Why do we use water to put out the fire?(literally)

Well, water is a natural healer that relaxes and calms you. When you are stress, try to take a bath, and you'll feel more relaxed and calm after that. Even the sounds of water could also sooth your uneasy feelings. Water gives you a kind of therapy to put your stress away. Even for some people use water to cure diseases as an alternative. The benefits of water are undoubted. But, what is has to do with fire?

Often people say,

"Fire with fire will burst out the flames. But be the water."
(direct translation from Bahasa =D )


So, when someone is on fire, be the water...